The many flavors of Jam

2006-03-18T09:25:00.000-08:00

The "ACTOR"!!!

2006-03-17T08:09:00.000-08:00

The "POLITICIAN"! =)

My GMA Family!

2006-03-12T08:50:00.000-08:00

My 1st Acting Workshop! =) Happy 1st Year anniversary!

2006-03-12T08:47:00.001-08:00

My baby PANDA! =)

2006-03-12T08:47:00.000-08:00

I survived the GREAT WALL! =)

China:Reminiscing the trip! =)

2006-03-12T08:45:00.000-08:00

SILENCE!!!

2006-03-09T08:53:00.000-08:00

It was any ordinary day
doing the norms of my daily routine
yet there was something in me that wants to say
that this is not any ordinary day

Time passed and people come and go
but this is just any ordinary day
I met and mingled with people
but this happens to me everyday

After the long and tiring workload
went back home to get some rest
and the feeling is still there lingering inside me
the unusual FEELING suddenly took over me

Saw that there were many people in my house
the people whom I met and greeted
all were seating and chatting
with light coming from the four corners of the structure
with water flowing and grief was around
just to find out that there will no longer be any ordinary day
for I am already 6 FE--ET
U
N
D
E
R.

2006-03-06T06:05:00.000-08:00

My 1st time to join a singing contest! =)

2006-03-06T05:41:00.000-08:00

The Samson of Malaysia! =)

Easy by Lionel Richie

2006-03-05T21:51:00.000-08:00

Know it sounds funny
But I just can’t stand the pain
Girl I’m leaving you tomorrow
Seems to me girl
You know I’ve done all I can
You see I begged, stole
And I borrowed
Ooh, that’s why I’m easy
I’m easy like sunday morning
That’s why I’m easy
I’m easy like sunday morning
Why in the world
Would anyboddy put chains on me?
I’ve paid my dues to make it
Everbody wants me to be
What they want me to be
I’m not happy when I try to fake it!
No!
Ooh,that’s why I’m easy
I’m easy like sunday morning
That’s why I’m easy
I’m easy like sunday morning
I wanna be high, so high
I wanna be free to know
The things I do are right
I wanna be free
Just me, babe!
That’s why I’m easy
I’m easy like sunday morning
That’s why I’m easy
I’m easy like sunday morning
Because I’m easy
Easy like sunday morning
Because I’m easy
Easy like sunday morning

2006-03-05T21:12:00.000-08:00

Out of the box!!!

2006-03-05T21:11:00.000-08:00

Me in pink! Hehehe! =)

My Last words...

2006-03-03T22:14:00.000-08:00

by PrEciiOuz~KiiZeZ

Its been too long
since i first looked into your eyes
its time for me to look away
its time to say good-bye

i am not going to lie
to me you meant everything
but when things started to change
i almost forgot what your touch can bring

good-bye i wish i can say
i want our memories to slowly fade away
i want to move on with my life
i know that if i try i can be OK

the last words are
never easy to say
i know that you don't want it to be over
but with you no longer i can stay

its been to rough on me
you never seemed to care
but on the girl you had on the side
it wasn't fair

i knew you didn't know what to do
so i made it an easier pick
its so funny how you thought i wouldn't find out
you aren't that slick

so our days together are over
and as the days pass
i will be sure to not look
at the tears of the past

it doesn't hurt as much as it did
i learned to take my heart and leave
i cant believe that i believed what you said
i can't believe that i was so naive

some days i may think about you and
a tear may run down my face
I'll remember the love we shared
which nobody in the world can replace

these are my last words
remember that i was the only one that loved you
as each night passes I'll pray that you never
forget about me and everything we went through

I found this poem in the net! Thanks to www.best-love-poems.com... I kinda can relate to this poem....

My Blog Snip!!! =)

2006-03-03T08:51:00.000-08:00

I tried putting a new "thing" in my bloG!!!! BLOG SNIP! Hope you like it!

I'll Never Love This Way Again...

2006-03-02T07:22:00.000-08:00

You looked inside my fantasies
And made each one come true,
Something no one else
Had ever found a way to do.
I've kept the memories one by one,
Since you took me in;
And I know I'll never love this way again.

I know I'll never love this way again,
So I keep holdin' on before the good is gone.
I know I'll never love this way again,

Hold on, hold on, hold on.

A fool will lose tomorrow
Reaching back for yesterday;
I won't turn my head in sorrow
If you should go away.
I'll stand here and remember
Just how good it's been,
And I know I'll never love this way again.

This is the first song that made me cry because of a girl... I hope I'd have a chance to love someone who will love me back... =(

LiFe...

2006-02-28T23:20:00.000-08:00

Is life really fair?

Sometimes I question my existence
of why am I still in this world
but always I'm left unanswered
and often times stupefied and in tears

I've experienced all the world's wonders
the pain, the agony, and all its equal
but life isn't only filled with suffering
cause at times I am to reminisce with a smile

Though life itself is a challenge
am still standing and trying to conquer
life's trials and obstacles
to make me a better person

I thank God for everything I have
from friends that I treasure and treasures me,
my mentors who have enriched and taught me
and of course my family that never left me.

Rascall Flats

2006-02-28T02:08:00.000-08:00

Bless The Broken Road

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

[Chorus:]
Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I'm just rollin' home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

This is one of my favorite songs! For a weird reason it is a country song! =) Thanks to Carrie Underwood for singing it in AI! =) It's one of the songs that I really enjoy listening!

friends?!?

2006-02-27T22:09:00.000-08:00

What is a friend?
Is it just someone on whom you can depend?
Or is it someone who will be there
when all of a sudden the world is on glare

I've always searched far and wide
for someone that would hitch a ride
as simple as it seems
yet complicated as a whim

The journey maybe too lengthy
but I assure you, I will be wealthy
of experiences for me to share
that comes really very rare

A person to stand with you in what you believe
and give you at times the sign of relieve.
a person that would always pick you up
when you say "I think I give up"

At times you may have petty fights
But someone will have clear his sights
Someone will always swallow his pride
to continue your roller coaster ride

Relation...

2006-02-26T03:05:00.000-08:00

Yes of course you should always be
As happy and always with glee.
Never mind those people that come and go,
For they will perish as Lord say so.

My friend for you to be sad is nature's injustice,
Because for such a man like you we are very pleased.
But always remember love will come if it is time,
I hope your destiny will not be like mine.

Because for so many years I do look,
Look for the suited person in me just like in books.
I have failed my friend, I then fell so hard,
Men's action was for me to discard.

I really summone God's grace for you my friend,
Coz I don't want the same fate I had, before my heart's beat end.
So right now I just look for companionship that is offered,
Because with that I will start a relation that will then flared.

This poem was made in response to my poem Maybe by my friend MAc Quintana! =)

I P T U!!!

2006-02-23T08:25:00.000-08:00

R U M T
I C U R
I M M T 2
N F U R S
M T S I O I P T U

Thanks to Cheers for sharing me this poem! =)

Faith!

2006-02-21T21:27:00.000-08:00

Sometimes I stare in my window pane
Waiting for someone to ease my pain
I know that life is at times unfair
But how am I suppose to bear

All I do is try to keep
But I can't help if at times I weep
Sudden burst of tears just fall
Making me hide behind a wall

Struggles are there to test
But times life can be at its best
To survive all these I say
If I can listen to myself, if I may

I know that I must have faith
But at times they can't get straight
With that I must learn
Because God is what I yearn

I miss mah friends...

2006-02-21T07:07:00.000-08:00

I've been watching "pinoy big brother" these past few weeks plus the fact that we have PBB 24/7 in our house because of my mom... And I get to see John in the PBB house makes me miss all my friends... It's been wuite a while since the last time we talked and hang-out... It make me sad to know that they may have totally forgotten about me... I hope not! I miss them so much and I hope to see them soon! =(

Maybe....

2006-02-20T20:59:00.000-08:00

I always thought that I am happy
sometimes I become too cocky
How could someone be in love with me
When I do is keep it all to me

Life has always been kind
Never bothered my mind
But how'd I be contented
When someone I loved has not yet landed

Maybe I believe in fairy tales
Where my perfect girl would share my sails
Share my ups and my worries
And eat with me all the berries

Maybe it is all in my dreams
And nothing for me to whims
But someday I know my life will be better
Because my dreams will be brighter....

-Jam Tatco

Reminiscin': La Mesa Tragedy

2006-02-19T19:41:00.000-08:00

Last January 26, 2005 a field trip was scheduled by Cris (bio teacher) and Allan (bus comm teacher) to the beautiful and HUGE (as in HUGE) La Mesa Eco Trail... At first it was an exciting trip for it was the first time for me to join a field trip in my life (Bwahaha!!!) plus the fact that I was with my friends in this journey. The first few minutes of the trail was the best as we walk the trail and singing at the same time... Then, due to the angelic and beautiful voices of me and my classmates the heavens started to shower us with "BLESSINGS"... It poured and everyone was so freaking wet!!! Good for Madz who left early for her taping at ABS-CBN...

Can you just imagine that we walked the trail for 2 1/2 hours soaking wet and rain just continued to pour on us... Every part of my body (even the parts that should not be mentioned) plus my feet is swimming in rain water...

But the best part of the entire trip is the bond i created with my classmates... Bianca... Chase... Mina... Mel... and everybody else in CIE... Thanks for that most memorable experience...

POeM oF mY LiFe...

2006-02-18T21:04:00.000-08:00

People are often unreasonable, illogical and self-
centered; Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish,
ulterior motives; Be kind anyway

If you are successful you will win some false
friends and true enemies; Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could
destroy overnight; Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be
jealous; Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget
tomorrow; Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never
be enough; Give the world the best you have
anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you
and God; It was never between you and them
anyway.

-Mother Teresa

My 1st ever blog... I will survive!!!

2006-02-18T20:36:00.000-08:00

This is my first ever blog...

Hope you would enjoy reading my posts!

Comments are welcome and noted!

I will survive! (",)